Look behind and beyond all the child traffickers, sex traffickers and body-parts traffickers, failed beings lacking any notion of how it feels to be human who have positioned themselves with the gangsters, blackmailers, drug-runners, extortionists, intimidators and protection racketeers on a massive scale. They covertly run this world.

These are especially dangerous because they each inhabit a self-blown bubble of superiority for which they would kill millions of us humans just to preserve (that being their fantastic self-appraisal which does not exist in reality but then neither do they anymore if the truth be told). Do not pity them for the sake of the human being they were born as. They buried that person long ago. Even some family pets show greater empathy.

Fortunately this specie are like programmed robots in human disguise and their actions are very easy to predict once their role in the global supply game is identified. (Whereas we look chaotic and illogically emotional to them and this incomprehensibility worries them deeply which is why they can’t rest until they gain total control over us.)”

Rewritten from a post published August 24, 2016

Psycopathetic Narcissist how do I loathe thee, let me count the ways?

Like a  method actor you can play any part to perfection even drawing sentimental tears, love or laughter as your toll. Yet you cannot feel the positive emotions of soul-based beings, only mimic them from withdrawn and deep observations of the real humans around you.  (If one finds oneself being summed-up by a ‘dead-eye’ staring stranger then we may well be being surveilled, interpreted, assessed, profiled by a true master, a grand author from that factional NPD world that exists between truth and fiction.)

Like the wilderness of Dartmoor you are enchanted and deadly and those who become habituated there will eventually be trapped or deceived as swirling mists obscure the paths and some damp pit of hopelessness replaces solid ground, unexpectedly.

Like a twisted victim you wanted to abandon the human being you were born as, through  sheer shame or misplaced guilt, and even though evil may have been done to you through little or no fault of your own, you then replaced your natural self as if it was intolerable to live with. Yet you now perpetrate evil crimes and deceptions on unsuspecting others, even the whole wide world, with a hunger for hurting those who never did the abusing of you in the first place.

Like a poker player you love to seem the victim if it helps you to deceive or else to bluff how good your paltry hand is in order to achieve poll position, especially when competing for superior sibling status no matter what great age you may now have achieved.

Like a Greek god you live in a heaven of special and simplified design. A bubble that reflects the superior being you feel yourself to be in this your space, a world of necessarily limited perceptions for you and all admitted followers. Either they will conform to your egocentric worldview, the blindly devoted “narc harem” as it is called, or they are punished, isolated, destroyed – perhaps all three – for challenging this. Or even for merely existing outside of any odor of reverence for you.

Like a King or a Queen you will settle your succession or inheritance and never for what is best for the realm. (Instead the NPD narc will use a Will to create family division – before and after their death – and seek to have pushed out from their toadying realm any who would speak the truth about them. Knowing the truth about a narc is indeed dangerous and unrewarding. Telling them only what they want to hear, for personal gain, is often lavishly rewarded especially should this coincidentally wound a true supporter who has tried to help them with honest and positive criticism.)

Like a Conan Doyle villain they will reach beyond death to punish both those they hate and those they pretend to love but who disobey them. In one Sherlock Holmes tale a rich widower who knew he was dying slyly slipped poisoned medication to his devoted daughter’s unsuitable suitor, in order that this very honest and outspoken boy – who was want to openly criticize the patently overstrict father – would administer it to him inadvertently. As planned the rich man died immediately, the poison was traced by the police labs and this innocent young man was incarcerated under the shadow of the hangman’s noose. The daughter was diabolically devastated by having to face the loss of the two men she loved most in the world.

Here the real world did not align with the NPD’s bubble world. He died sooner rather than later to disallow someone more honest than he, who would not speak of him as a perfect being, from taking centre stage.

Like a psycopath a narc like you does not necessarily revel in murder, Hitchcock-style, but if you did kill then you would not care unnecessarily about the victim.

Like a national institution you will crumble if your corrupt side is revealed for all to see. Therefore it must never be revealed or admitted even by you to you. The bubble of your creation, that has replaced the world you once shared with us all, must never be burst. In short, your IDENTITY has been truncated and replaced with a supreme being who is constantly dogged by proof from without and within that this is not so and so you fear that you may  become excoriated to extinction. A false ID has taken over your mind and body and it is now fighting for its existence, 24/7/365.

Like Artificial Intelligence you are untrammeled in your decision-making which you can do instantly and effortlessly without moral compass. (Yet NPD’s prefer some time alone to test out all the parameters before making their move. In fact they feel unfulfilled without planning in great detail the downfall of another as it brings them such pleasure to imagine the pain this will bring. Often these plans are acted out over great lengths of time and involve willing stooges, “the flying monkeys”, who have been triangulated against the victim. This happens in many families with the fall-guy (“scapegoat/blacksheep”) often being the one with the most talent who is silently hated because they can do something or feel something that the NPDs can’t, like heal with compassion.)

Your true emotions are fully negative, often restricted to envy fear anger and hatred. But your expressed emotions are a charming mimicry as the positive ones you do not feel at all and you deeply envy those humans who can, planning punishments for the best of them for inadvertently threatening your feeling of superiority.

Like a paranoid man or woman you sense that any criticism may be intended to cancel you out but for you the reason is that you are essentially perfect and so above all questioning. In close relationships you may explode in an angered and hate-filled manner at any question that might be imagined to imply you are in error no matter how innocent the intent. Intentions of others are of no interest to you, only strict obedience to the unwritten law of your bubble land.

Like a wolf you do not know you are evil and see yourself quite differently as one who simply needs a supply of sustenance and will go in a straight line from A to B to satisfy your needs and progress your successfulness in your world.

I knew a Soviet trooper who went on sled patrols in Siberia. Packs of wolves would chase them with the deadly leading wolf closing the gap. This would be shot down, and all the subsequent leaders also, leaving a trail of dead wolves and machine gun cartridges.

Our beautiful and devoted, love-bombing lap-dogs are descended from that vicious heartless wolf. All dogs are. Somehow they seem to have learned that good food and safe shelter comes to them best by showing loving, semi-attentive ways to human beings.

Like a cute domestic cat you will join in quite enthusiastically with household contentment rituals. Once out of the door you have the morals of an alley cat and may well not come back should you stumble across more comforting digs elsewhere and you definitely will leave the moment that the chosen hand stops feeding your ego. Most people feel flattered by confirmation of their good points but you are boosted most by achieving evil treacherous and unacceptable social effects, that’s when your ego glows.

Like a sadist you are pleasured and fulfilled to see those who are closest to you tormented, falling, failing.

Like a wayward waif you do whatever brings you acceptance and wards off the likelihood of future abandonment, your very great fear. You will rush to move in with your lover and push for early marriage even though you may not have asked them anything about their life before meeting you (you enjoy only talking about whatever features you) but as soon as you have tested them as a good and reliable supplier of “narcissistic supply” you will trash them and their good name in every way possible, usually behind their back – you covert coward, you solipsistic slopbucket.

Like a fish out of water you grasp at chances to survive. Neither water nor air will suffice for you to breathe adequately.

Like a pyromaniac you need the smoke and flame of immoral mattress fires that you have kindled and fanned. You progress from one to another sometimes firing a fistful of them in one week. The user quality of the mattress is immaterial to you as you can make anything/anyone burn.

Like Don Juan you look for sexual interest as soon as you leave the house. The personal details of these deluded persons are insignificant to you as they all have the same value in your eyes. You will make eyes slyly to kick things off or may even pursue them all the way into their homes. Sex will be fairly instant and you will strive to outdo any bedroom competition. You will find out their ‘hot-button’ or ‘kink’ and instantly become that kinky or wildly loving partner that they have dreamed about. You are ready for anything. In time you will isolate them, including by fulfilling all their needs. You are unfaithful in extremis and have plenty of others like this waiting for you. You work on them by love-bombing and then you confuse them with lies, false memories and all sorts of “gas-lighting” designed to shake their confidence in their own judgement. All the while great emotions rage and this is the ‘smoke’ from immoral fires that your false ego gasps to breathe for its crooked survival.

Like a prisoner you feel sure you were extremely unlucky to be caught this time and will definitely get away with it in some future attempt. You strangely believe that you cannot be caught at your crimes regardless of circumstances and can lie or charm your way out of anything. Because your memory is full of improvised untruths and staged scenarios you are unable to recall true events accurately and often speak nonsense unintentionally, so gas-lighting yourself along the way, if such a thing be possible.

Like a presidential politician
you feel self-justified merely by being the controller – overtly or covertly – of your own small world which might possibly become the entire globe one day, so you secretly enjoy fantasizing.

Like a Global Elitist you insist to yourself and others that your forthcoming self-indulgent corrupt and decadent tyranny, at a terrible price that is to be paid by the defenceless population, is bordering on the holy; sanctified by the god of the global bubble who cannot err.

Like a trapper you work on the ‘scapegoat’ in your family, oft-times the second or youngest child, and dig elephant traps (“you will not win, it is not your place, you’d look foolish to try”) in that child’s mind that prevents them from achieving more than an initial success at anything, for as they proceed further they believe that they encounter dangerous great holes in the ground that impede all progress. The envious family NPD’s have done this to them, in accord with unvoiced group intentions, and other forms of Mind Kontrol too.

Like a perjurer you give false evidence about the scapegoat, triangulating to create hidden enemies who are ready covertly or overtly to bring the brightest competitor down and so help you secure the “Golden Child” position by falsehoods and deception.

Like a judge you spend hours pouring over whom should be punished and how: likewise who would be destined to advance as a result of your decisions and is that acceptable to you.

Like a logician you are not to be made chaotic by clouds of emotion. Unlike a logician your mind is held in that condition permanently. You have plenty of time to study others, analysing their behaviours exactly like summing the enemy. Your mind has vacant spaces where good emotions would have lived and an unnaturally extensive boredom creates the need to invent gratifying problems of enormous range.

Like the Devil you work to confuse good order and make people admire and lust after you and each other, whispering in folk’s ears to turn a group against some envied or feared individual, making people more addicted to self-destructive behaviours and turning true ways into a world of lies. (Note that God, who is Truth, cannot enter that faux bubble to save us).

Like a captive living in Hell you are lost and envy everybody living outside, forever entreating them to go down to your ungodly level by being the great impostor that you really are.

To those 5 or 6% of the total population who cannot experience emotion or, more significantly, empathy and compassion, and so merely manipulate others by deception — the narcissistic psychopaths who seek out opportunities to exploit and damage the under-protected be they adult or child — I say begone you self-referential demons and deceive humanity no more.

(A bit high-falutin’, the verbal vernacular equivalent would resemble ‘Foreign Office/F.O.’!)

P.s. Beware of the saintly centre of attention. I’ve found it true that when a person constantly promotes one aspect of their apparent nature to you, and to everybody, then they are actually the opposite.

(Last section first published August 2016)


~ by nigelraymondofford on April 30, 2018.

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